Today is just a day

Today when i woke up i told myself that it was going to be better and i tried for it to be.Got Gracie up earlier cause she had to finish homework and when u get her up earlier she is a MONSTER!!Then went about my usual thing until Daddy called at seven saying Momma has been up since 2 asking for me.That makes me feel so guilty no one would believe or understand.Couldn't go up there like i had planned because didn't have a way so that made me feel worse.But I know things come up.And way Steven came home real early so next weeks check will be short.The life of  mine always not knowing if we r going to have enough money to pay bills and feed our kids at the same time.I know it will get better because it always has.I just wish I felt better nad could stop hurting.Tomorrow will be another day.